concert et al...

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more "setting the context"... gotta love flashbacks, eh?

so we're a week removed from diverscité...
what a fantastic time (sans drama)!

cleared up the issues and feelings w/ erick... we've decided to be great friends out of it... really bonded w/ mike and patrick... as commander said, "what more can you ask in 2004"?

well, that was supposed to be rhetorical... little did i know...


so we've gone through the petal-plucking game by this point...

i was pretty crushed when i got that phone call on the way home... to this day, it haunts me and embitters me...for privacy's sake, i won't get into details... suffice it to say, the question then and the question now is, "am i not good enough?"apparently not, not in that sense... how much more unwanted can a person feel, right?esp. after having him tell me about that incident... and yet... he didn't owe me anything at that point, i suppose...

*sigh*


anyway, this entry was supposed to talk about the concert!

hahahahaha...

erick and i got the crazy idea to see john mayer on the spur-of-the-moment...a fantatic summer night by the lake, spent w/ a great friend watching the sunset... to great music!

the only thing that would've made it more perfect was...
if *he* had been there...


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Current Music: Usher -- U Got It Bad