first "official" entry...

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i've finally been prompted to bare my thoughts online...

this is going to be interesting... i just hope it will be therapeutic...


so what's prompted this need to rant and vent?

well, right now i'm angry myself...
i'm done being angry at *him* or angry at the situation...

there's not really much else i can do at this point...

i'm drained emotionally and mentally and physically...
it's been ongoing for weeks/months...

i'm angry that i can't get past this... or seem to be unwilling to do so...

there's so much i just wanna throw up on this page, just to purge all the emotion... this is somewhat cathartic, but not even my fingers operate as fast as my mind does...

anyway, this is really strange...

it's like picking up a story in the middle...

i'll have to backdate some entries to paint a real context...

so yes, this journal is "new"...
but i've gone back in time to make it make sense...


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Current mood: exhausted
Current music: U2 -- One