unwrapped... but unopened...

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halloween, for what it was, was alright...

no one beats my f'n costume, that's all i gotta say!



i'm still pretty angry at this point... one can't help but "read into" certain incidents and infer that it never really meant all that much to him... as i reflect now, i think that's getting to the real reason for the frustration... anthony diagnosed the root of these ongoing emotions as the idea that "we want what we can't have"... so maybe it's because i never had all of him that i still feel this attachment to what could be...

i want to be the "bigger person" and stay friends...

but it's difficult not to think about him... and still like him... or more?

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Current mood: aggravated
Current music: Linkin Park -- In the End