anxious and scared
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there are certain things that i thought i would never do... the list was so much longer when i was younger... obviously, as time has gone by, more and more of the taboos were shattered, but i always thought i'd maintain a principled stance and preserve some sense of integrity... but emotions are a funny thing... when you get caught up in something, and you want to take it to the next level, you end up doing things and crossing boundaries that you thought were sacred... i don't know what this means for me in the long term... i'm scared and anxious about the repercussions... i can't afford any mental or emotional distractions -- not that anyone can, really... i have too much at stake... but i don't know whether i'm just worrying myself for no reason... things will work out the way they're supposed to work out, or however the New Agers tend to put it...
what that means is anybody's guess, i guess...
"There are two tragedies in life. One is not to get your heart's desire.
The other is to get it."- George Bernard Shaw, Man and Superman
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there are certain things that i thought i would never do... the list was so much longer when i was younger... obviously, as time has gone by, more and more of the taboos were shattered, but i always thought i'd maintain a principled stance and preserve some sense of integrity... but emotions are a funny thing... when you get caught up in something, and you want to take it to the next level, you end up doing things and crossing boundaries that you thought were sacred... i don't know what this means for me in the long term... i'm scared and anxious about the repercussions... i can't afford any mental or emotional distractions -- not that anyone can, really... i have too much at stake... but i don't know whether i'm just worrying myself for no reason... things will work out the way they're supposed to work out, or however the New Agers tend to put it...
what that means is anybody's guess, i guess...
"There are two tragedies in life. One is not to get your heart's desire.
The other is to get it."- George Bernard Shaw, Man and Superman
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posted by þΛųL jØŋαŦhΛŋ @ 10:30
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